It is About Survival and Studying to Mix My Passions

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It has been nearly three years since I’ve posted an article right here. A lot has occurred in that point. Let me let you know.
I revealed my guide. In Might 2017 it was revealed. I used to be happy with myself for the accomplishment after which it was over and life moved on lifelog.

In Oct 2017 Doug and I moved to Florida. We took my mother and father with us and moved 1000 miles away from our kids and grandkids. There have been quite a lot of the reason why. Go learn my article on detaching with love and you will have an idea of what was behind the transfer. Anyway, it was executed. With the transfer got here quite a lot of exercise and business that lasted properly over two years. Moving to a brand new state is quite a bit! And it took time to get acclimated. Heck I nonetheless am getting acclimated! Additionally in Might of 2017 I began promoting travel once more. That is one thing I did for awhile again in 2007 and loved very a lot. I used to be a Realtor for about 13 years and located it to be extraordinarily hectic. I discovered travel to be similar to Real Estate in so some ways; with out all of the stress.

So I had a brand new life, new home, new business and issues have been going very properly. I like Florida and particularly love the a part of Florida we moved to. It is within the Northeast a part of the state. I researched and visited the place for a number of years earlier than deciding on it. Ya all know I wasn’t going again to Orlando! So, as I stated, issues have been going properly! In my travel business I concentrate on cruising and residing in Florida is nice for that individual specialization! I additionally determined to start out vlogging my personal cruises. To that finish I began a YouTube channel. I’ve had the channel for about 4 years however have solely gotten severe about it within the final 12 months. I am lastly constant in my uploads and I feel I am on my method to having some idea of what I am doing! Haha

As you possibly can see life has taken a flip from writing to travel. It isn’t a foul factor, however I’ve had latest traumas in my life which have made me gravitate again in the direction of my writing days. Largely as a result of they have been additionally probably the most non secular days of my life. The best trauma I skilled in 2019 was the very short (3 months) fierce battle my brother fought towards pancreatic most cancers and misplaced. That has rocked my world and triggered a rift between me and God. My brothers passing occurred in June, June twenty first to be actual, and for the final 6.5 months I have been drowning. I do not know the way else to explain it. However what I do know is this- it has to cease. I’ve to search out my means again.

For some motive after I began my travel business I let go of my writing. I did not assume the 2 may co-exist in my life. After my brothers passing and my lack of ability to deal with it well- I’ve come to the conclusion that they have to be taught to co-exist! I’ve reached the tip of my rope right here. I’ve no choices left. Nothing is working to assist dig myself out of this darkish gap I’ve fallen into. And giving up my writing, as a result of the content material just isn’t about my cruise business, properly that simply is not working for me anymore!

So right here I’m. Again at writing. I will be taught to mix my beliefs in gratitude, forgiveness, encouragement and the power of affection with my love of cruising and vlogging! I am hoping I am going to determine this out and someway one love will help the opposite. Encouraging them to grow and enrich my life and possibly some one else alongside the best way. I have no idea what this all means. I have no idea if it means I mix the 2 tasks or if it means I exploit one to reinforce the opposite! I simply do not know! However what I do know is there may be nothing extra non secular, to me, than being on the ocean at dawn. In order that’s the place I am going to begin!